{"id":3108,"date":"2018-06-30T16:24:07","date_gmt":"2018-06-30T15:24:07","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/?p=3108"},"modified":"2018-06-30T16:26:09","modified_gmt":"2018-06-30T15:26:09","slug":"restoring-my-faith","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/?p=3108","title":{"rendered":"Restoring my faith"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>John Williams and Julian Bream. Hokusai. A day in the Life.<\/p>\n<p>T.S. Eliot. Bach and Britten&#8217;s Requiem. Mozart Piano Concerti &#8211; especially 20.<\/p>\n<p>The things I return to. Crutches when I feel weak, tired. Or low. Or all three.<\/p>\n<p>And Bessie Bighead. Bessie always reminds me of the precarious balances. Happy and sad. Alive and not.<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>Alone until she dies, Bessie Bighead, hired help, born in the workhouse, smelling of the cowshed, snores bass and gruff on a couch of straw in a loft in Salt Lake Farm and picks a posy of daisies in Sunday Meadow to put on the grave of Gomer Owen who kissed her once by the pig-sty when she wasn\u00e2\u20ac\u2122t looking and never kissed her again although she was looking all the time.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>Dylan Thomas,<br \/>\nUnder Milk Wood<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>John Williams and Julian Bream. Hokusai. A day in the Life. T.S. Eliot. Bach and Britten&#8217;s Requiem. Mozart Piano Concerti &#8211; especially 20. The things I return to. Crutches when I feel weak, tired. Or low. Or all three. And Bessie Bighead. Bessie always reminds me of the precarious balances. Happy and sad. Alive and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":4,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[23],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3108","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-blog-2"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p53QCd-O8","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3108","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/4"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=3108"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3108\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3110,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3108\/revisions\/3110"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=3108"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=3108"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.chrislamb.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=3108"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}